Thursday, July 28, 2011

Changing meds

Well, I have been in the process of changing my depression meds to different ones that are safer for pregnancy in the hopes that we will be able to expand our family in the near future.  The new meds are not as good as my old ones were, and I'm having a hard time adjusting.  In reality I am doing really well, but I am also heavily compensating my new meds with chocolate/junk food.  It works, I hate that it works because I'm gaining weight.  I am trying really hard to learn to compensate with exercise instead, but it is hard.  So I just keep trying. I have also not heard anything from Zigo and I have to say that I am frustrated and annoyed at the company right now.  The president/CEO is great, but the guy he handed me off to has never initiated an e-mail or phone call.  I only hear from him after I send him a few e-mails or call him.  He was supposed to call/e-mail me once he fixed up a demo Zigo leader 2X so I could buy it, but I haven't heard a thing.  So for now I'm letting go of my Zigo dreams.  I can't handle chasing down that dream while my head is still not quite right.  No matter what happens, I still want to participate in a tri sprint next year.  There is a nice one really close to my house that will be in July and has a pool swim instead of an open water swim.  I don't mind the open water swim but many of them require wet suits, and well, that is one thing I just don't want to deal with!  So wish me luck and keep me in your prayers that I can get things under control once again:)

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